Have You Ever...
Have you ever cried at night,
Thinking it was bad,
Have you felt lost,
The only thing you ever had,
Have you ever screamed out loud,
From pain that you have felt,
Have you ever stopped and looked,
At pain that you have dealt,
Have you ever questioned someone,
Of love and if its true,
Have you ever really wondered,
If they truly feel for you,
Have you ever made a big huge deal,
Over someone being late,
Have you ever had them leave,
And watched them walk away,
Have you ever thought of leaving,
But could only sit and stay,
Have you ever hurt someone,
And looked at what you’ve done,
Have you ever been the one that’s hurt,
And thought that you were the only one,
Have you ever been alone,
Where no one else could see,
So you sat at home remaining unknown,
having nowhere else to be.
I’ve felt this way before,
I’ve felt and dealt it all,
I’ve even lied,
I’ve even cried,
But nothing makes it better,
I wish it all would go away.

I've been staying at home for a few days. I want fresh air. I want clothes. I want money. I want companies. I want bags. I want shoes. I want many many more.
Have been watching korean dramas these days and i realised life is complicated. Everyone changes. No matter who you are. Don't ever tell me you don't change. Or you'll stay like this forever. There's no such things as forever. Only those naive people will believe that. Agree?
Look back and think carefully, aren't we changing every moment of our life? Even until the very last minute?
Sometimes i really like to be alone. I can interact with my inner self and get to know better about myself.
Okay. i'm a little random today. Haha. Bye:)